Get out of me!!
Stop!
Don't be close!
I'm a misery companion
The angel with black wings
A plague bringer
A nightly shadow with no mercy
With no hope
I'm not bring the light to you
I'm the nothing walking among the fog
The dead rejected by the death
The one who wants to be alone
Blood and tears... and poison runs through my veins
I'm deadly
My speak is death...
...Is meaningless
I'm not your friend
I'm not exist!

The dreaming comes
Becoming a nightmare
Breathing...
Living...
Is nothing more than pain
Day after day
Tear after tear
A drop of blood
A red river flowing from my fist..
... My chest...
... My eyes...
Flowing and burning...From My... empty soul!

I don't want anybody to save me
My disgrace is my
My own...
I blame only myself
Me.











And I love to be one with the darkness
I know..
There's no way out
There's no way back







...it started with my birth ...

...and so will end with my death!

There's no way out!!!

There's no way out!!!

There's no way out!!!

                                                                                                                I can't stand anymore...

Walking through the garden of fire...

... on my mind 

I taste my chaos 

Taken to the edge of my life 

I surrender to insanity 

...folly 

...sensitivity 

Confusion of the soul

 

I can take that unholy feelings when the blade rip my body 

I became a bitch of myself

A whore...

... dirty slut!

I am a bucket of filth!

I absorb my venom, falling from my eyes 

The hate is so strong

The hate of my existence!!!

I covered in my disgrace 

...covered with my own blood 

painted with my scars..

I try... crying for a little more air 

humiliating me... naked in my desires and waste 

...begging for... a little more poison, a little more pain...

pain!!!

Pain to forget the pain!!!

My life it's a neverending show of pain!!!

I... I can't stand... hurts me

hurt

HURT!!! 

I'm drowning in my blood

The old blood of my chest 

My old heart 

...obscure 

...and malicious 

Me... Murderer of my joy.....

Self Harm...
Being like a doll
Making another scar...

Scar?!?

I living a scar!

It's so hard to live
I'm breathing but the air hurt's me!
I'm alive... but... I don't wanna to be...
I'm lost
I'm a looser
Sometimes I feel like a slayer! A avenger dressed in black! Ready to cut everyone who steps before me...
But, most of time... I'm a little girl! Walking in a dark forest, without direction, without hope... with razors in my hand... making my blood spill... playing with my scars... drinking my own tears!!!
I wanna leave... Leave the world of living... 
I need to rest! Rest my head, my soul, my heart...!!! 
I MUST...
I must...

...I must Die!

I'm sad!
My demons are dying in grief
Crying inside their dungeons
Inside me
I'm sad!
Loosing my will
Loosing what I feel
Lost in the depths of my sorrow
Bleeding for no one!
Standing on the edge of my life
Waiting for something to change
I'm so sad...
In the eternal darkness
There's no one to blame!