Walking through the garden of fire...

... on my mind 

I taste my chaos 

Taken to the edge of my life 

I surrender to insanity 

...folly 

...sensitivity 

Confusion of the soul

 

I can take that unholy feelings when the blade rip my body 

I became a bitch of myself

A whore...

... dirty slut!

I am a bucket of filth!

I absorb my venom, falling from my eyes 

The hate is so strong

The hate of my existence!!!

I covered in my disgrace 

...covered with my own blood 

painted with my scars..

I try... crying for a little more air 

humiliating me... naked in my desires and waste 

...begging for... a little more poison, a little more pain...

pain!!!

Pain to forget the pain!!!

My life it's a neverending show of pain!!!

I... I can't stand... hurts me

hurt

HURT!!! 

I'm drowning in my blood

The old blood of my chest 

My old heart 

...obscure 

...and malicious 

Me... Murderer of my joy.....